Thursday, June 10, 2010

Sad Day...............

Well It's A Sad Day For Me Again. I Just Put Donald In Hospice This Afternoon. He Suffered A Stroke Monday. And Has Deteriorated The Past Couple Days. I Have Power Of Attorney Over His Care. So I'm Having Them Make Him Comfortable. The Lung Cancer Has Spread. And It Is Terminal. I Just Want Him To Go See Mom. This One Is Hitting Me Harder Than Mom Did. I Think Because She Was Sick A Long Time. And Donald Has Always Been So Strong. I Have Called Him A Pain In My Ass For So Long. That I Am So Going To Miss Him. This Is Breaking My Heart. But He Is Suffering So Bad. I Am Trying To Be Stong. But This Time It's Not Going To Be As Easy. I Still Haven't Gotten Over My Mom And Now My Step Dad. And Yes It Has Been A Year And Two Weeks. And This Is What I Was Afraid Of. So It Is A Matter Of Days Or Hours For Him Now. I Told Him Tonight When I Left The Hospital That It Was Ok For Him To Go See Mom. That She Was Waiting For Him.

Well Girls This Is All I Can Type For Now.

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