Laid To Rest

Today They Will Lay To Rest My Loving Friend Lushes. I Was Asked To Come Up With My Last Words For Her. And I Just Can't Find The Words To Express All She Has Meant To Me. I Just Took For Granted That She Would Always Be There. I Would IM Her About Some Show I Was Watching To Bitch About How Stupid It Was. And She Would Say Hush Cause She Was 2 Hours Behind Me And She Was Waiting For The Show To Come On. So We Would End Up Talking About Other Things. We Talked A Lot About The New Tubes That Had Came Out Or A New Artist That Went Pay. And How Greedy These Company's Have Gotten. I Wasn't As Close To Her As Others Were. But I Always Thought Of Her As My Friend. I So Wish I Knew How Bad She Was But That Just Wasn't Our Way. If She Was Sad Or Depressed She Would IM Me Cause I Always Made Her Laugh. But We Never Talked About What Was Really Going On. I Wish I Would Have Taken More Time To Get To Know Her Better. And Now It's To Late. I Have No One Else To Blame But My Self. So If Nothing Else This Has Taught Me To Pay Alot More Attention To What Others Are Feeling And Saying. Because You Never Know When It Will Be There Time. So Rest In Peace My Loving Friend. You Will Always Be Missed.